Last night I had a dream, I dream bout something that had exactly happened 3 years ago. It was the day before the school's sports day, where all the cadets of Civil Defence (KPA) were seriously preparing for the parade competition on the school's sports day. It was drizzling that morning and the rain doesn’t seem to destroy our mood to do our best and last preparation before the competition. Although it had happened 3 years ago, I can still clearly remember the scene. At that time, Civil Defence Group was only one year old, where it was only created the year before. When everyone was in a good mood doing our preparation, she walked pass and saw us marching. I don’t know what makes her said those words, or maybe we were really that lousy that time, but some words should not be said. It should only be kept inside your heart. Words are like a sharp knife, if you used it wrongly, it really hurts, and the cut may not be cure easily, or maybe it would be left there forever.
“KPA, tak payah latih lah, tentu kalah.”
Come on, we didn’t say that we want to get champion. We only want to try our best to do our best. What for to come and tease us? We know that your group is good enough, got champion the year before, so…????????
After the competition, at least we were not the lousiest, at least we got no. 4, and your group doesn’t seem to be the best, they only got no. 2!
Maybe I should thank you for saying such irritating words. And thanks some of you who had gave me a horrible, terrible and “vegetable” camp in year 2004, where most of you are against Civil Defence Group. What’s the aim of making things difficult for us where we were only some 14-17 years old boys and girls? You think we could actually know what you guys are thinking? And that time, I don’t exactly know why May (our group leader of the camp) cried, but I think 80% was because of you guys! It was you guys that make me swear to myself that I will prove to you that what you people can do, Civil Defence Cadets can also do, and we will do better than you! I really want to thank you for making me strive harder to prove to everyone!
In 2007 – we got the third place.
In 2008 – we got the second place.

My only regret is I never had a chance to WIN the police cadets in my live time. I did heard that the competition last year, we only lose one marks. And this one marks will follows me forever. I don’t know was that exactly true? I ever taught that should I just ignore what I had heard, it may not be true. But I don’t think we were that lousy, and I don’t think we would lose much to them that time, and maybe we can win them.
Winning the Police Cadets is one of my goal that I would like to achieve in my secondary school year, but it seems that I can never ever do it myself. I shall just leave it to my junior, for them to achieve it. So that we can say loudly to her, WE ARE THE BEST!!

一句话让我如此恨。这道伤痕会永远留在我心里。每次比赛我会如此的想要赢，就是为了证明我们能！恨!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!